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10月6日 Lost the point, anyway.When you make room for new people, you can't kick out old ones.
when you make room for anything new, you can't kick out it's old "substitute", if you'd call it.
Like.. a blog.
I got a new one. it's hard to keep updating it. and in that process, let alone remember, i forgot about this one's existence.
I haven't posted for ages altogether. but then once in a while, i need to give myself that tap on the back of my head and say "you started it, you can't just leave it".
So i'm not leaving it. because it's my responsibility. it has pieces of me embeded in it's very words.
Similarly, people.
New people, i had to make an effort with. some of them, were very reciprocal, and there formed a strong bond which i feel like can last through many years.
Some, however, even after making the initial effort, i've come to learn that the strain of that so-called "initial" effort, is what i need to put in right on through if i want to sustain the bond. and maybe i've come to the conclusion that it might not be worth it. if there's no reciprocation, it's not worth it. i can sit and wait for the reciprocation, which most probably could be a waste of time and energy. so what i'm going to do is not sit and wait. i'm going to go on, go ahead, go forward. and if those souls ever feel like they should show any sort of affection in return, i call that an established bond. if not, well, it's just hard luck. big deal.
maybe that new person who i made too much of an effort with, maybe that slot can be filled with an old friend.
maybe i should give that much importance to an old friend.
one who i trust.
one who i know.
one who has my back.
like.. again, this blog.
Pointless again, sorry. drifted far away. to fiji, even.
Bye bye.
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